confession of an athiest.

hello god,

how do you do?? bhalo acho?
obak hochho na?? amr chithi peye?? bhabcho j chheleta amake manei na se abr ajke amake dake keno??

bolchi bolchi....

jano ami eksomoy tomake khub mene choltam. tomar hoito kajer chap e mone nei, but amar mone ache... ami aj porjonto tomar kache kichuichai ni nijer jonnyo... ekbar i kichu cheyechilam.. ekta pran cheyechilam.. seta bodhoi tomar hisaber khatai thik mele ni.tai tumi amake dao ni... sedin thekei tumi amar kache oi abstract algebra r motoi abstract.. bastobe jar kono value nei.

tahole aj ki holo re baba??!!!

ajke ami tomar kache ekta confession korbo. sunbe to tumi?? sobai bole tumi naki sobar onnyai khhoma kore dao.. parle amakeo khhoma kore dio....

bolte paro god? keno tumi amake barbar ei porikhhai fele dao??
jekhane amake decide korte hoi barebare bhalobasa naki attosomman?? bondhutyo naki amar jiboner mulyobodh?? keno ??keno?? keno??

ajkeo amake tumi abar eki kaj korale?? ajke ami or sathe sob somporko chhere dilam, hoito sara jiboner moto ami oke haralam... o ar fire asbe na hoito konodin o.. kintu keno o erokom korlo?? jano ki tumi? bolbe amake bujhie?? ami aj tomar samne darie achi.. amr bibek ar tumi r keu na !!! bolo na amake plz .. ektibar bolo j o erkm ta kore ni, plz plz plz bolo amake, jodi mithya hoi tao bolo... hasi pachhe na tomar?? ami sara jibon sottir kotha bolechi ar aj?? ha aj ami sunte chai etai.. jodi mithya hoi setai sunte chai.. tobuo tumi bolo amake ekbar bolo j o eta kore ni ??!!!

bhogoban.. tomar deshe ki arektu khani jaiga ache?? tahole amake dako na?? taratari kore dakbe?? ami r parchi na.. r keu na januk tumi to jano ami ki bhabe beche achi.. ar ajke? jeta korar age ami nijer hat ta kete felte partam, setai tumi amake dye korale?? kiser jonnyo?

keno? keno? keno??

ha ami ajke oporadh korechi.. tumi jodi amake paro tahole khhoma kore dio.. r ektu daya korbe? amake deke nao.
ami r parbo na. j alotar jonnyo ami beche thaktam take to ami nijer hatei nivie dyechi. ami sara jibon bachte cheyechilam... aj r chaina.. sotti bolchi chaina.chaina. chaina... plz plz amake deke nao bhogoban plz

asha kori tumi amr dak sunbe. sunbe to?? konodin o sono ni. aj ekbar suno. tumi dekho r ami tomai dakbo na. ekbar sono.sudhu ekbar... ekbar..

eti,

tomar i ek oporadhi chhele



punoscho: arekta kotha bolbo? o jekhanei thak oke bhalo rekho, o bhalo thak, amake bhule jak, amar bhage tomar jetuku ashirbad chilo seta okei dye dio.. etukui bolbo sudhu